How I got started
Twenty years ago I came across a Course in Miracles and although I felt some resistance and couldn’t comprehend everything, there was something in me that was quite persistent in continuing doing the lessons everyday. The course encouraged me to ask for help and to start listening to my inner voice.
At that time I was a single mother of a powerful, willful child and more than once I was so upset or desperate that I screamed out for help, offering my anger or despair to God and asking to see it differently.
Then suddenly, I began to experience miracles: I found that I went from being angry or desolate to suddenly feeling peaceful and calm and capable enough to ask my daughter “what was going on?”. Or I heard a voice saying something like “Yes, you are doing it yourself” and I knew that it was true. I was so willing to give her everything that I had missed out on in my own childhood that I wasn’t able to give her firm boundaries; boundaries for which she screamed.
These calls for help from God and my willingness to listen have opened the capacity for clear audience. But it has taken another 12 years to become a channel for messages from Sananda (the spiritual name for the energy who we know as Jesus) . I am not claiming to be the only channel for Sananda, I am not. In fact there are many through which He speaks.
Sananda has asked me several times to receive messages on a daily basis in English . It has taken some time before I have been able to overcome all fears and really make the commitment to do this. I come from a Dutch background so English isn’t my mother tongue.
With editing help of Bengt Norrman, Alistair McKinnon and Katherine Sri, who still helps me, (thanks to the three of them) I felt more and more relaxed about sending out channelings in English.
Sananda suggested some time ago to create a website in order to offer these channellings to everybody and not only to a group of interested friends. Now the time has come to make His messages public. After a recent pilgrimage to Israel, Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene have joined Sananda, so now I receive messages from the three of them. I offer a humble and heartfelt thank you to Sananda, Mother Mary and Mary-Magdalene for their ongoing support to humanity in a variety of ways.
The channellings are a good starting point for me for the day as they give me a clear focus with which to begin.
The messages feel like gentle drops of water falling on a rock, eventually they dig a hole into the consciousness. Each day they give a remembering of who we are and of how much divine help we have around us all day and night.
I don’t know how it is for you, but I need to be reminded at least a couple of times a day of my divine heritage, of the Love that I am.
Most of the channellings are not longer than a couple of sentences. It is in this succinctness that their power lies.
The only purpose of this website is to share the love and support of Spirit with you and to encourage you to go inside and to listen within to the small voice of your heart.